Year two zero one one

I write this entry today in welcoming you to the year 2011. It was indeed a great 2010 filled with mixed emotions. I will always look back on those great memories as motivations to improve myself as a person. On the other hand, all those fucked up moments are meant to be forgotten and left in the past. It is already mid January and the only thing I can think of right now is my one and only. She made a huge impact in my life and there are no one word adjective that is able to describe her. My life for the past 24 years have been in yoyo fashion. As quickly as the light at the end of the tunnel drew ever so close, it was yet again engulfed in total darkness. There are just so many beautiful things out there yet to be explored. I would like to see everything discretely. Throughout my life experiences, I have met and dealt the shits in life. I can read people's intentions more easily by their body language, responses and even speech. I would be lying if I say I'm perfect. But I'm pretty confident in judging people these days.That being said, I would like to introduce to you my girlfriend. I thought to myself and realized that I haven't actually talked about her. Of course I did mention her in the previous posts but describing her? not quite.

Anyway, it all started early last year. If you think there is such thing called love at first sight, then you better fucking kill yourself. We met very randomly actually. There weren't any motives. I was quite a successful bachelor if you considered having a full time job as successful. We met at one of my mate's apartment in Sydney. A good friend of mine had to drop of her bag at the place before heading off for a movie. I was still half asleep then, so I only gave a quick hi and off they went. Later in the evening when the two girls returned, we spent some time at the balcony for a few drinks. I took a shower and got changed in my mate's room. The balcony was separated from the room by a translucent sliding door so it was still visible. I was putting on my top when I noticed cheeky laughters and two heads peeking through. Yes baby, I did not forget what you did that day hehe. Of course I'm not blaming the gals at the balcony. I just don't give a fuck and live life freely. I joined them shortly and we chatted, introduced each other, continue talking crap. That is when I came across her name as JiYan.

Remember how I got your number, baby? Just before you sent us off at the door, I said gimme your number just in case got any plans then can contact u. How lame...My weekends in Sydney were pretty routine. Alcohols, dinners and clubs. JiYan and I dated for a while. It was really awkward because she was so quiet. I had to make up small talks until the humorous side of me took over. Lang Jing Dit la Fritz Lai. We went on a couple of dates and movies later and realized there is something special about this girl. She is smart and pretty. A good listener but very indecisive. She puts everyone ahead before her which in my opinion can be good and bad. A very hardworking person who deserves lots of credit. Caring and very emotional. Somehow her personality sparkles in front of me. I am not guys easily attracted by a mega hot model with big breasts and short skirts. Importantly, it is the inside that counts. I am looking for someone who can appreciate and love me for who I am. I won't ask for more.

I decided to make her my girlfriend on the 26th of April 2010. Months have passed, we are having the times of our lives. Everytime we go out, I feel like a brand new person. I feel like as though we were on our first date. I pray that our love bond continues to shine. I will never ever give up hope. Have faith darling. Thank you for loving me and making me the luckiest guy on Earth.

*I Love You*